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Fury of Silence... Rekindled.

They all ignore me. So what if I'm quiet? Why do you torture me?
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... I hold everyone in my hands and slowly I crush. tears fill my eyes as I smear your blood across the sky bitter red drops becoming stars dripping slowly back to earth bursting with a resounding scream: I HATE YOU!
... stealing my glory, my reason for living, for writing, for waking. I may be quiet, but I'm not less than human! You don't know the damage you've dealt the sleepless nights, the tears, the long drives to nowhere. You don't know the pa

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Jellybeans that Spawn the Great Apes

Journal Entry: Tue Jul 15, 2008, 11:41 AM

Mood: Lonely

It's annoying to feel as though someone is looking down at you, as though you are inferior and incapable of comprehending the "complexities" of their life.

_{I yearn for jellybeans, I know that they're out of season, but I yearn for jellybeans! Maybe this is like some sort of preggo-woman craving thing? I dunno. I wish I had a cute little monkey butler. He could give me jellybeans, check me for head lice, and attack unwary individuals that come into my home.

oooh... my home. Wouldn't have to be too large, just a minimalist sort of thing, decorated in a sort of asian-esque rustic style. My only demand would be a surround-sound stereo system that branches off into several rooms. It can be done! I want a basement too, and maybe a 2nd floor... I've never had a 2nd floor.
Maybe I'd like that. *shrug* a 2nd floor isn't necessary.

A collection of movies would be nice too. *sighs* that's expensive. Well, everything is sorta expensive so-far. Several computers, of course. And a library-esque room... a study, maybe. So much for being a small house, huh? Well... it could be. These rooms don't have to be huge.

I'm particular about my house's decorations. I wouldn't want it cluttered with stupid stuff that doesn't match and seems tacky. Some thought-provoking art pieces would be nice. Oh, and candles... I like candles. Hardwood floors? Maybe. But carpeting where it counts. *mumbles*

Jellybeans. Mmmm.
I guess what irritates me is when people seem to implicate that I am childish and am lacking a firm grasp of reality. Whatever. I may still live at home, I may not have a great job, I may not be at college... but I am no fool. I am no idiot. To be catagorized as such reveals a level of arrogance and ignorance that disappoints me.
It happens more than I'd like.

I'm reminded of something my brother mentioned to me once, something about how the reason he doesn't like hanging out with that many people is because he feels as though he's constantly being judged. I know I'm guilty of this as well, but I know I don't let this 'judging' get in the way...

I like movies.
I think I'm going to go watch one.
... something funny.
Yeah, sounds good.

*flops* It's funny how I leave for a week, figure things out, only to return and have everything be... different.

... oh well.
Movie time.}

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Current Age: 21
Current Residence: My House: a box down by the river.
Interests: Reading, Writing, Listening to Music
Favourite style of art: Abstract Stuff... Photographs are kewl too
Operating System: Windows (Damn you Bill Gates)
Shell of choice: Hard and Green, preferribly turtle.
Skin of choice: OoOo... Scantily Clad! (winks suggestively at the ladies)
Favourite gaming platform: The Super Nintendo was perfection.
Favourite cartoon character: Stewie from Family Guy or Calvin and Hobbes
Personal Quote: "Write from the soul and the words will come."
Tools of the Trade: Pencil, paper, and a ravaged soul.

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